The things I envy are the things that normally everyone should have but I can't. Everyone seems to have the perfect group of friends, for example. I can feel a little jealous, thinking that I am the only one who does not have such a group of friends. And the thing I envy the most is the birthday parties. I've never had a good birthday.

Among the things I envy, the thing that catches my eye the most is the people who have achieved success in my own life in a subject that I am good at. Actually, I am not jealous of success, I envy a little and I reproach myself that I want to be there too. Other than that, I never have such bad jealousy as to spoil anyone's success.

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