Even though it hurts, what I keep doing is not giving up. I just can't give up on the things I'm used to. I am sure that if I leave behind the things that I know are harmful to me, my quality of life will increase a lot. It is more difficult to give up because I am used to the environments I am in and the people I love. I guess I'd better do a human detox sometime. If I remove toxic people from my life, everything will be fine.

Not being able to say no to certain things. I am in a difficult situation because of this, but I still do things that I insistently say I will never do again. maybe this is my test in this life. I know that I should refuse what was offered to me, but still somehow I approve of it. So this is a very difficult situation for me.


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